You know what they say about guys who have big feet. They say, “Ahh, look out!” and then they pretend to push him into the street when a car is coming, but they were just joking. They were only trying to scare him. They would never really push him into oncoming traffic. They’re friends, best friends.
oh wait here’s a thing maybe nobody’s ever told you:
NOT EVERYONE REACTS THE SAME WAY.
18 years of suppressing my emotions means that I cannot have a serious conversation with you about my feelings. I have never had one and i never will. emotions are embarrassing and it’s easier to pretend that they don’t exist. I have deep-seated self-worth issues that fuel all of my actions and we couldn’t solve them in a year, let alone in one conversation
this is the closest I will ever get to talking about my actual feelings so let’s just cross that bridge right now.
there are a lot of ways to do a lot of things.